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Why I Love You So Much...

2010-09-19T20:56:00.004+08:00

I love the way we communicate from talking nonsense to serious topics.
I love the way we connect, cos it shows we understand each other.
I love the rhythem of you rheart, they sound like music to me.
I love your eyes, they are as beautiful as the brightest stars in heaven.
I love your nose, the way they breathe unto me.
I love your lips, the soft and rough kisses they can give.
I love your ears, the way they listen to each and every word from me intently (though not always!)
I love your mouth, the way sweet nothings come out from them from you to me. They're so sweet, they make me melt.
I love your shoulders, they are as broad as you are dependable.
I love your character, they way you care for people and I know it's genuine.
I love you for your wits, knowledge and humor cos they teach me stuffs and makes me laugh.
I love the way you make love to me, the way we can talk and laugh on bed.
I love sleeping next to you, cos you make me feel secure.
You are not fat, I love your hugs.
You are not bald, you're wise.
You are not fake, your generosity and concern shows.
And I enjoy the fact we're best friends and lovers (though it weird from talking to kissing and wild love making!)
Last but not least, I love you for being you.

Disclaimer: These are my true feelings, not to make you think I am comparing me and her, haha, is this even considered a disclaimer?

And I love you so much really for you being you, so don't change anything for me, don't think you will, but that's perfect. Hugs and Kisses My Dearest Handsome Sweetheart.

And please don't tell me this message gross you out cos it's too mushy.

What Hurts The Most

2010-09-15T03:26:00.002+08:00

I feel so hurt, and I'm crying and screaming from within, it hurts to the core...but who can I confide in cos the only person I can is the person I am crying and hurting from. God, please help me that my pain will be gone soon! i really need your help...if I pray really hard, please answer my prayers!

Death

2010-07-05T02:52:00.004+08:00

I am bad in words of comfort. Neither do I know what to do nor to say when people when someone I know is feeling upset, I can only say if you need my shoulder to cry on, I'll always be there for you!

Since I do not know if my words at this time is appropriate, I shall post it on my blog. It might never be seen by the person whom this post is to but I hope in his time of griefing now, God be with him and his family to give them comfort and strength. May the memories of his father bring peace to them.

Death sometimes comes swiftly and silently, that we have no time to react. Pain sets in, tears fall and we grief. Death has no feelings for whom it is taking away. But find comfort that your loved ones has gone home to God and one day, we shall all meet again in heaven never to be separated again.

-Ode to my good friend Vinod and Family.

Be strong for your family...Your father's legacy shall move on with you...God be with you and your family!

A Golden Heart Stopped Beating. Hardworking Hands At Rest. God Broke Our Hearts To Prove To Us He Only Takes The Best.

I'm Back!!

2010-07-05T02:46:00.004+08:00

I have not been blogging for quite some time, due to other commitments. But I guess I'll have lots of free time now as I have been given the boot by my company. Though I have to worry about where my next rice bowl is coming but it's kind of a relief. So don't worry for me...I believe God has his plans for me.

Happy New Year!

2010-01-03T05:41:00.004+08:00

Sorry people, it's been a long time since I've blogged. Been busy with work and stuffs. Anyway Happy New Year!!

Ode To My Papa

2009-12-02T17:01:00.004+08:00

In my previous post, I have written be thankful and feel extremely blessed even in the smallest things. What do I mean by that?

Feel extremely blessed when:
-You are healthy.
-You have a roof over your head.
-You have clothes to wear.
-You have education.
-Your parents are still with you.

I was born without a father as he passed away seven months before I was born and each time I hear "Butterfly Kisses", my tears will start to flow naturally, so I dedicate this video and song to my father, therefore for those of you who are whining about every little setbacks you have, just be thankful and feel blessed that your parents are still alive and cherish them.

Lucky or Unlucky?

2009-12-02T16:29:00.002+08:00

Recently or even quite some time ago, people have often commented on how easily I land myself in a job, I am so lucky! I beg to differ, it hasn't always been smooth-sailing. And so what if I land myself in a job? There are many factors to consider as well.

It's seldom one person can land in that perfect dream job where he/she loves what they are doing and gels well with the colleagues. Sometimes, you love the job, but can't mingle well with the colleagues and other times, you click well with the colleagues but hate the job.

For these past two months, my career has been a roller coaster. First, my previous company closed down, then I found a contract job and find myself feeling extremely comfy in that position in the small cubicle of mine, colleagues were a friendly bunch, had a smoking khaki (Kai Ngan aka Ah Boy) and was feeling good in my work. At first, I was struggling but soon enough I got the hang of it, then came the news I was accepted into another job, a permanent job! This is considered a dream job to almost anyone as pay-wise, it is extremely tempting. I am starting my work about in another week's time and yes! I know I should be happy, but I am also thinking about how fast I can pick up and apply in my day to day job scopes and how well can I click with my new colleagues?

There are also other factors involved which I won't divulge (only my close friends know about it) on my blog therefore, I don't consider myself lucky, as any of these factors may affect my ability to work well. I only consider myself extremely blessed to get this job and now I can only pray harder for me not only to perform well in the job but also able to click with my colleagues in the new job and also to prove to everyone and myself that I am capable in doing whatever I do and that the other factor won't affect me in any way.

And to the people who think I am lucky, I am not! I'm blessed!

p/s: We are all blessed in our own ways! We have some things others don't and others have some things we don't. Count your blessings even in the smallest and most simple things!

Looking Forward!

2009-12-02T10:25:00.004+08:00

If you have seen my blog before, you'll realize I have taken down the posting of an obnoxious girl by the name of Candice, no that is not because I am sorry or afraid of being sued! Just that I don't want to taint my blog with her name and it's time to move forward!

I'm looking foward to...
-My new job starting on 14th December 09
-Cirque on Ice: Reverie on 5th December 09
-Green Day Concert on 14th January 10
-Broadway Musical: Chicago on 17th April 10
-Trip to Shanghai tentatively in May 10
-Trip to Israel tentively in October 10

Hopefully there'll be other great stuffs to look forward to in the year 2010 as 2008 and 2009 were bad years for me! So God Bless Me...

A peek from Broadway Musical: Chicago (Cell Block Tango)

Back In ACTION!

2009-12-01T15:53:00.007+08:00

I have deleted all of my previous posts and the nude pictures of the celebrities (sorry not me!) has been taken down. I am sure my uncle will be extremely happy, as he did not approve of my posts then! But I am only expressing what I think and feel...but I guess he wants me to be a goody-two shoes and traditional chinese.

I must get back to regular blogging else I'll be a super boring dull blogger...so cheers to regular blogging!!

But that is if my MAC doesn't die on me, shucks, since I have spoilt my plate, I can't buy applecare because they won't fix it for me under warranty so GOD, please help me to keep my MAC in tip top condition till I have enough to buy another MAC!